Sunday, April 19, 2009 Y 12:48 AM

DISCLAIMER: This is a rant post. If you feel like feeling better about yourself cuz now you know that someone other than yourself is also having a bad day, then go ahead and read this. I know you want to. I would to if i were having a bad day. Then i wouldn't be feeling as lousy as i am now.

Today SUCKS. Well actually yesterday sucks. I got so depressed about WKWSCI tt i started crying. i know its silly but i just felt so horrid. Its another day in my shoes, getting disappointed about another school that i want but cant get into. Honestly, i expected to react better having dealt with this kind of disappointment countless of times before. But i guess gg to the talks earlier on made me feel like shit if i dont get accepted cuz i want it bad.

And when i wanted to vent my anger and play a violent game, Counter Strike, (yes, I'm old school) MY FREAKING ACCOUNT WAS DELETED!!!! And I'm on hard so its really tough!!! and its gone! I hate (for now) (ok i agree that hate is a strong word but I'm feeling like crap now so i get to use harsh words) my sibling, whoever deleted it, regardless if it was by accident or done purposely. If it was accidental, have the freaking guts to tell me and not deny it! F*** it! Gosh, my first crude, vulgarity on this blog. Shows you how bad this day is gg for me. *Takes deep breaths and counts to 10*


Anyhoo, think I'm gonna finish this awesome book I'm reading now to calm me before zoinking out. nights.

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